Chapter Seven

Xie Junting was momentarily stunned, then burst out in anger: “You had someone spy on me?”

His clear, youthful voice carried a brittle edge, roughened by his fury, making it far from pleasant to hear.

Xie Junyan frowned slightly, his thin eyelids lowering before lifting again to look at his younger brother standing opposite him, expression dark and stubborn.

Younger brother. They shared the same mother.

Xie Junyan silently repeated the phrase before saying, “You’re still young and possess many things ordinary people can hardly reach for, like a child carrying gold through a bustling market. Losing wealth is one thing, but if you suffer losses or get hurt, Father and Grandmother will be heartbroken.”

His tone was calm, his words tender, yet they failed to convince the listener.

Xie Junting snorted. “I’m already grown up. I don’t need your care, nor his!”

The boy’s aggressive display caught Xie Junyan’s eyes with a hint of helplessness. “Junting, don’t be angry with Father.”

Once he said that, Xie Junting thought of their poor mother. If not for some unavoidable hardship, how could she bear to leave him and their elder brother behind?

In the past half day, Junting had pondered much, ultimately convincing himself of one reason—that Father was too cold and unlovable, and Mother feared and disliked him, so she dared not return.

It had to be that.

“He’s about to marry a new wife. Surely, there will be other children in the future. Would he care about me?” Junting’s voice was sharp and cold, tinged with a faint bitterness, though he quickly soothed himself.

Once he found Mother and could properly care for her, who would still care about a cold-hearted father?

Seeing Junting’s agitation, Xie Junyan pressed his lips together. “You’ve run away for only a few days. Haven’t you made enough fuss?”

“You say you don’t need Father’s protection, but without Father and the Xie family, do you know how long it would take for you to save five hundred taels on your own?”

“Junting,” his tone firmed, “stop this nonsense.”

What irritated Junting most was his elder brother’s lofty, lecturing tone! Why should he listen?

They were born on the same year, month, and day, the same size—was it just because he came out a little earlier, was better at studies, and smarter?

After dealing with Father, there was still a little father waiting there for him!

“I’m causing trouble because I want to! Who told you to mind!” Junting glared irritably and turned to leave, but a hand landed firmly on his shoulder, stopping him in place.

“Our mother risked her life to give birth to us. I won’t waste mine.” Xie Junyan looked at his brother, whose eyes shone like hidden sparks, and sneered, “I won’t do what I shouldn’t, and I won’t allow you to do it either.”

“Take him back. Don’t let him out.”

After saying this, Xie Junyan released his grip, and several burly men quickly stepped forward to seize the restless second son of the Xie family.

Xie Junting glared fiercely at his brother.

He was even wavering over whether to tell him about Mother, only to be locked up next.

The younger brother’s angry and resentful shouts gradually faded as Xie Junyan rubbed his aching brow.

Back at the Xie residence, Xie Junyan did not return to his own courtyard but went to Xie Zongwei’s study.

The servants hesitated. “Eldest son, Young Master hasn’t returned yet…”

Without Xie Zongwei’s consent, even Xie Junyan could not enter his study uninvited.

Xie Junyan shook his head. “It’s fine. I’ll wait outside the door.”

After a few words of persuasion, seeing Xie Junyan unmoved, the servants fell silent.

The early spring wind brought a chill that made one shiver. Xie Junyan stood straight outside the study door, his pale face bloodless, leaving only an enigmatic jade-like stillness, impossible to read.

When Xie Zongwei returned home late, the servants had already lit lanterns.

A breeze stirred the flickering candlelight. He saw a slender figure standing at the study door, lonely and forlorn in the night.

“Junyan.”

Xie Junyan snapped out of his thoughts, showing no surprise, respectfully nodding: “Father.”

Xie Zongwei responded with a grunt. A servant pushed open the study door, and the once dark and quiet space gained a trace of life.

“Has Junting returned?”

Xie Junyan was not surprised by Father’s question and nodded. “Yes.”

Xie Zongwei said no more.

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The night was as cold as water. Under the eaves, the white-banded black starlings chirped cheerfully, yet the father and son’s expressions were colder than the night outside.

Xie Zongwei was about to tell his eldest to rest when Xie Junyan spoke slowly:

“Please forgive Junting, Father. A few days ago was Mother’s memorial day. Every year at this time... his temper is always worse. It will pass.”

It will pass?

Xie Zongwei nearly laughed at the casual tone.

He lifted his eyes to look at his eldest son, whose face, mind, and temperament seemed cast from the same mold as his own. Deep, sharp eyes held a hint of mockery.

“Junyan, are you feeling wronged on your brother’s behalf, so you brought up your mother just to stab at me?”

The eldest son was always patient and forbearing. Perhaps he wouldn’t believe the rumors of his father’s remarriage, but he was genuinely displeased at not having explained to Junting, which had caused the household unrest.

They were indeed brothers of the same mother.

Their methods were the same—they both knew how to hurt him where it stung.

Xie Junyan was silent for a moment before saying, “Your son wouldn’t dare.”

Listening to the few clear birdcalls, it seemed as if she was chirping in his ear.

If only she were here...

She would surely speak well of her two sons, tug at his sleeve, asking him not to be so stern before the children.

Besides, he was not even a competent father.

Xie Zongwei closed his eyes. “You may leave.”

His tone softened somewhat, though the handsome, flawless face remained taut. Xie Junyan glanced once, then lowered his gaze, replying softly, “Yes.”

After his departure, the black starling outside the door, sensing its master’s bad mood, stopped singing and quietly preened its feathers.

The study fell silent.

Xie Zongwei sat quietly for a while, then opened a secret box beneath his desk and took out a pale blue handkerchief.

The fabric was fine, glowing softly in candlelight. Embroidered on it was a pattern of white cranes at dawn—though the stitching was not exquisite, its natural flow gave the proud cranes a delicate spirit.

“The children all think of you, long for you.”

Xie Zongwei gazed at the handkerchief.

Though well preserved, faint traces of fading were visible.

“...And I am the villain.”

He pressed the handkerchief gently to his face.

Its scent was long gone, cold and empty.

Xie Zongwei closed his eyes.

...

Meanwhile, in the peaceful town of Shanshui, Shi Lingyao was unaware of the turmoil among the father and sons. Her mind was consumed by one thought—she must eat an extra bowl of rice later.

Taohong’s cooking was excellent, especially now that the family’s fortune had improved, allowing generous use of oil and seasonings. After staying several days at their home, Shi Lingyao’s cheeks had grown rosy and healthy, prompting anyone who saw her to remark on her good health.

Today was the day Shi Lingyao was to meet with Zhou Jun and the others. Early in the morning, Fang Futou borrowed a donkey cart from the village elder’s family. When they arrived at a teahouse in town, they saw Zhou Jun waiting at the entrance. He hurried over, his brisk steps startling Fang Futou.

“Madam Shi.”

They exchanged greetings, and Zhou Jun led them upstairs to a private room. Shi Lingyao noticed Wang Ming’s head wrapped in a cloth and asked curiously, “Brother Wang, what happened to you?”

Zhou Jun glanced at him, shook his head, and said nothing.

Wang Ming stammered until inside the room, when he removed the cloth to reveal a terribly swollen, bruised face.

Shi Lingyao was shocked—it looked far worse than when Consort Zheng was injured back then.

Wang Ming sighed bitterly. “Madam Shi, I’m truly sorry. I have a quick temper and offended you the other day. Afterward, I applied two bottles of face powder, but look at me now—a rough man turned out like this. If those young ladies of Bianjing used it, they’d probably come at us with knives!”

Zhou Jun was silent for a moment.

Wang Ming’s disfigured face shattered their last illusions. Another brother who used the powder also showed similar symptoms, though less severe.

Such face powder was harmful—how could someone sell it openly?

Zhou Jun sighed. “It’s our fault for trusting the wrong people. At this point, we must make other arrangements.”

Wang Ming gritted his teeth in anger. “Those bastards in Jizhou have done us terribly! Next time I pass through Jizhou, I’ll make sure to give them a beating!”

Zhou Jun ignored him and looked to Shi Lingyao. “Madam Shi, any suggestions?”

“Nothing special. Brother Zhou, take a look.”

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